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  • Mood: Irritated
Hi everyone <3
I wanted to warn you all !
There's a hacker in DA!! He/She will hack your account and post pornographic pictures, only if he/she hacks your account . If he / she finds out that you've posted this to a journal or on your page , he'll / she'll know what's going on and won't hack you . Please copy this for your safety to prevent your account being hacked .
This hacker writes in journals " I hate you all, go die " , and he'll also remove your watchers. I suggest you to copy this journal to warn your watchers. Spread the word ! ! ! This hacker is going around and hacking into other people's accounts to block your friends so that your friends block you , get you in trouble , and could get you banned from DeviantART ! 
I suggest you to change your password. Make a stronger one , to make the hacker's job harder ! !

I. Dropped into the deep end of a winter pool
Lead in my bones makes me sink to the bottom
Someone stole my oxygen when I wasn't looking

II. Mind removed in a blink
A world received through rose tinted retinas
Aimless wonder
I see lights
They speak to me with words no one else can hear

III. Fractured soul
Absent words
And empty sentences
All of the thoughts
None of the capabilities

IV. Immobilized
In erratic motion
Senses of self
I wrote another stream of consciousness at like fucking 12:30 because shitting depression doesn't want you to sleep. It's becoming more and more apparent that I'm experiencing some form of bipolar disorder, so I took the liberty of writing how it all sort of feels right now. Yep.
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Snake Charmer- Blink 182
[x]You own an iPod/mp3 player. 
[ ] You love Starbucks to death.  
[x] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You have tons of shoes.
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale.   
[x] You have a laptop.  


[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.  
[ ] You wear chains. 
[x] You like heavy metal.
[X] You've shopped at Hot Topic.  
[ ]You have worn black lipstick. 
[x] You have/had/want/wanted piercings. 
[ ] You own a pair of Tripp pants.
[ ] You have at least one unnaturally-colored-haired friend. 


[ ] You can skateboard.
[X] You like plaid.
[X] You have Converse.  
[X] You hate MTV.
[x] You have/had/want/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[ ] You love Mohawks
[X] You LOVE music.
[x] You hate people who pretend to be something they are not.


[X] You are sad sometimes. (Ok what everyone gets sad sometimes that's just part of being a fucking human wtf :wtf:)
[ ]You have dark colored glasses.  
[ ] You cry easily.
[ ] You like emo music.
[X] You've tried to keep a journal/diary.  
[x] You have written a sad poem.   
[x] You have dyed your hair. 
[ ] You're sad when you're drunk.  


[ ] You like rap. 
[x] You have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc. (YES but as a joke)
[ ] You have worn/wanted a grill.
[ ] You have had a freestyling contest.
[ ] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
[ ] You know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood.
[ ] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant.


[x] You like loud music.
[ ]You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
[X] You have slip-on shoes.
[X] You like normal jeans. 
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly.
[ ] You love to "hardcore" dance.
[x]Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[X] You wear jeans a lot.


[ ] You LOVE "The OC".  
[X] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog. (For like 3 weeks.)
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of pink.  
[ ] You like buying shoes. 
[ ] You have clothes from Hollister, AE, and/or Abercrombie. 
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[ ] You have/had big sunglasses. 
[ ] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect. (My hair will never be perfect I accept this)


[ ] You watch/watched the Superbowl 
[x] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect jerseys
[x] You have/had a special shelf for trophies and awards. 
[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[x] You belong/belonged to a team.
[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.


[x] You have mini-skirts.
[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
[x] You think polka-dots are way cute.
[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
[ ]You've been called a scene before.
[ ] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts. 


[ ] Gone four wheeling.
[ ]Went hunting.
[ ] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike.
[ ]Like to go fishing.
[ ] Eat beef jerky.  
[ ] Ever said GIT-R-DONE. 
[ ] Listened to the song "Redneck Woman".
[ ] Know who Bocephus is.

TOTAL: 0 (Thank God)

[ ]You wear band shirts a lot. 
[ ]If people down-talk metal, you down-talk their favorite music.
[ ] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
[x] You HATE emos.
[ ] You like Black Sabbath.
[ ] You have gone to Ozzfest.
[ ] You have a headband.
[X] You don't like rap.
[ ] You have a taste for classic rock, as well.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Snake Charmer- Blink 182
Yay for cycling down :iconshootselfplz: Gonna distract myself from the awful weight I've somehow swallowed in my sleep.

Bisexual/polysexual. I can't go as far to say Pansexual because I'm just not COMPLETELY gender-blind but I'm like pretty fucking close.

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
My soulmate, so I could know who it was for sure.

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
It's some cooking book why bother?

4) What do you think about most?
My mental health, or just psychology in general. It pretty much has consumed my whole fucking life, which is just so fun *sarcasm*

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"It's stupid" from Jenny (while talking about psych hospitals)

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With. Even if it's just undies, I need SOME article of clothing on.

7) What's your strangest talent?
Getting people to hate me without them ever having to speak to me :D

8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)
Girls and their curls and their gourmet vomit; Boys and their toys and their six-inch rockets
Guess this song and I love you forever X3
I really don't care at all.

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
Maybe? I think so? Not sure :shrug:

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?

11) Do you have any strange phobias?
Plastic park slides, trampolines; anything that can create static, really

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
No??? :?

13) What's your religion?

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Walking around or riding my bike

15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Behind it. I look awful in photos :hmm:

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Probably The Story So Far, but I also really like Brand New, Bring Me The Horizon, and Of Mice & Men

17) What was the last lie you told?
"Fine" when asked how I was

18) Do you believe in karma?
Yes and no

19) What does your URL mean?
My tumblr URL? Homicidal-not-suicidal; means I don't want to kill myself, I want to kill other people (I made it when I was manic/psychotic shush)

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
Weakness: Short temper and short patience with idiots
Strength: Wise

21) Who is your celebrity crush?
EWWWWWW ahahahahaha don't get those nope

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
When I was like 6 so no

23) How do you vent your anger?
Complaining, writing, crying, SH

24) Do you have a collection of anything?
Not sure?

25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Neither... But maybe video chat more

26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
Ehhh sometimes

27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
Hate: Ignorance, whining, fork scraping a plate, charcoal or chalk squeeking
Love: Nathan's voice, kitten meows

28) What's your biggest "what if"?
"What if we never find out what's wrong with me; what if I never get my answers?"

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
YES my house is haunted AF ugh fucking Genevieve and that shitting cat. And yes, I believe in aliens to. It's just stupid and closed minded to think that we can be the only intelligent beings in the universe (the human race is an arrogant one, I've noticed)

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
Left: Pillow
Right: Phone

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
Nothing? Smells like air

32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
This restaurant thing when I was 9. It had the worst vibes and I got such an awful feeling there like there were bad things living in there that were going to steal my parents and turn them into animals or something idk it was horrible

33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
Opposite gender? Well, seeing as there are infinite types of genders, I can't say. But if you meant to say opposite SEX, I guess maybe Parker Canon? Idk, I don't really pay much attention.

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?

36) Define Art.
Art is any form of self expression that seeks to portray a deeper message through this expression.

37) Do you believe in luck?

38) What's the weather like right now?

39) What time is it?
5:40 pm

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

41) What was the last book you read?
Cutting; it's a book about self harm that I'm slowly finding more and more offensive

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Kinda yeah ^^;

43) Do you have any nicknames?
Jen KINDA I don't really have nicknames Nathan calls me cutie a lot though :meow:

44) What was the last movie you saw?

45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
I really don't know :shrug:

46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
Yes! Well, I guess the butterfly caught me. It just landed on me randomly.

47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
Psychology; that's about it :hmm:

48) What's your sexual orientation?

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
SOOO many all thanks to fucking Nic and probably Michele and maybe some other people :grump:

50) Do you believe in magic?
Kinda, but in a different way that classic magic

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
Yes, I don't see anything wrong with it either.

52) What is your astrological sign?
Pisces/Aquarius cusp

53) Do you save money or spend it?
Both. I hate spending money, I feel guilty

54) What's the last thing you purchased?
Music on iTunes; or bath bombs from LUSH :love:

55) Love or lust?
Love :heart:

56) In a relationship?
Yes :iconmonkeyloveplz:

57) How many relationships have you had?
Two or three

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

59) Where were you yesterday?
School and a football game

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
My skin??

61) Are you wearing socks right now?
Yes! And shoes

62) What's your favorite animal?
Snakes, cats, orcas

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
Nothing; no one likes me.

64) Where is your best friend?
I don't know. The girl is probably in her room, but idk where the boy is.

65) Spit or swallow?
Hahaha swallow ;)

66) What is your heritage?
Irish, German, English, Danish, and Czechoslovakian (I come from gypsies :D)

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Working I think

68) What do you think is Satan's last name?

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Ehhhh I guess

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Get the dog AND be on time for work

72) You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
A) Yes??? Like I kinda have to, I'm a minor
B) Spend it with friends
C) Maybe? I'm not sure. It really depends on where I am in life. I'm sure everyone's a little afraid.

73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
Trust, because out of trust can come love.

74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Ehhhhh not sure? Sorry it's hard to think of things that make me happy right now :hmm:

75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Trust, respect, honesty, understanding, acceptance, love, loyalty. When I say acceptance, I mean that both partners accept the faults of their partners and don't expect them to be perfect all the time.

77) How can I win your heart?
Be individual (seriously anyone who's in the "in" crowd or tries to fit in is not someone I want to be with), being humorous (usually in a sarcastic or witty way), be kind, understanding, open minded. A good listener; rational, reasonable.

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
I'm going to tentatively say yes. Certain mental illnesses (like mania) can bring on higher creativity. HOWEVER, I feel like this is getting a little close to trivializing mental illnesses. While they might make you more creative at times; they also suck dick.

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Taking a chance on my boyfriend :heart:

80) What size shoes do you wear?
Usually like a 6.5 or a 7, I think. Small feet :)

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
"Everything Was Beautiful and Nothing Hurt" I kinda like it. Or something else, I really don't know. Maybe I'll just have them cremate me. :shrug:

82) What is your favorite word?
I don't have one????

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart
A heart. :heart:

84) What is a saying you say a lot?
"I'm sorry"

85) What's the last song you listened to?
"Lost Without You" by Blink-182

86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
Black, teal, bright blue, clay rose, lavender, I like kinda muted or subdued colors

87) What is your current desktop background?
Same as it's been forever

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
HAHAHA shit I have to think about that for a second... Maybe Michele? Or Nic, oooh Nic would be good.

89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
"Do you want to get better? Do you want to change?"

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Freak out? Because yeah they aren't doing anything but why the FUCK are there mummies in my room?!??

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Psychic powers in general, like mind reading and moving shit with my mind

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? 
There was this time I was at Nathan's, when we first started dating. It lasted like 3 hours, but we were just lying there together. Not kissing or making out, just staring at each other and talking and smiling and he was saying the sweetest things to me. It was so tender... It's probably the happiest moment of my life. Just being there with him, so peacefully.

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
Sex with Jenny. I'm not joking. It's traumatized me because 95% of the time we did something, she forced me into it. It makes being intimate really hard now. I feel filthy and disgusting.

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
Ehhh maybe Parker Canon :shrug: I don't really care all that much.

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
Not that I know of.

97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
Nope :D

98) Ever been on a plane?
Yes, and I've slowly disliked them more and more. They're really dirty...

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
"Stop looking at me!"
  • Mood: Daily Needs
Natural Hair Color
[ ] Black - $100
[x] Any form of blonde - $50 (dirty blonde)
[ ] Red - $75
[ ] Brown - $15 
[ ] Other - $10
Total:  $50

Eye Color
[ ] Blue - $50
[x] Hazel -$100
[ ] Brown - $15 
[ ] Green - $200 
[ ] Other - $10
Total: $150

[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[ ] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150 
[] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75 
[x] 4'9" to 5'4" - $50 
[ ] Under 4'9 - $105
Total: $200

[ ] 41 to 50 - $150
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100 
Total: $300

Birth Order
[ ] Twins (or more) - $300
[x] First Born - $300 
[ ] Only Child - $250
[ ] Second Born - $150
[ ] Middle Child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $200 
[ ] Third Born - $100 
[ ] Fourth Born - $100
[ ] Fifth Born - $375
Total: $600

[x] No - $400 
[ ] Only holidays - $250 
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] Only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $10
Total: $1000

[x] perfect vision - $300 
[ ] Have glasses/contacts but don't wear them - $200
[ ] No correction - $100 
[ ] Glasses - $50
[ ] Contacts - $25
[ ] Surgical correction - $100
Total: $1300

Family's Car Color(s)
[ ] White - $2,000 
[ ] Maroon - $800
[ ] Gold - $700
[x] Grey - $600
[ ] Blue - $900 
[ ] Pink - $475
[ ] Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[ ] Green- $350
[x] Silver $300
[ ] Purple- $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan - $20 
[ ] Rusted - $15
[ ] No Car - $0
Total: $2200

Shoe Size
[ ] Over 13 - $300
[ ]12 1/2 to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[ ] 10.5 - $650 
[ ] 7 to 10 - $600
[x] Under 7 - $550 
Total: $2750

Favorite Colors
[ ] Green - $750
[x] Black - $600
[ ] Red - $800  
[x] Yellow - $415
[ ] Brown - $50
[x] Purple - $225 
[ ] White - $400 
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[x] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[x] Other - $50
Total: $4340

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes - $0
[ ] On Some - $750
[x] No - $1000 
Total: $6090

How many people are you going to tag?
[ ] Over 61 - $250,000
[ ] 51 - 60 - $100,000
[ ] 41 - 50 - $50,000
[ ] 31 - 40 - $10,000
[ ] 21 - 30 - $5,000
[ ] 11 - 20 - $1,000
[ ] 1 - 10 - $500 
[x] 0 - $0

total over all: $6090


Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States

Age: 16
Favorite Color: Purple? Blue?
Height: 5'4"
Favorite Sports: Track & Field
Favorite songs: Anything from Under Soil and Dirt or What You Don't See (Both The Story So Far)
Relation-ship status: Taken by a lovely, amazingly amazing boy!! :heart:
OCs: Blaire Cross, Azuli Ibiza, Grayson Bea, Shaun Love, Emily Hewer, Ramona Dallaire, Oliver Morissey

:iconneonfreeon: <-----Dude, she may not upload a lot of art, but she's still pretty cool. So go, watch this ginger Catholic!

:iconecoking13: <-----RYPIE! He's an old school friend, I hardly see him anymore :(

:iconthe-albino-emo: <----- Omg I love him :glomp: He's fun to talk to and a really nice guy :)

:iconmoulinrougegirl77: <-----My very first watcher on Deviantart, she's a great support system and is super sweet. She's always there for a friend :)

:icon17bloodwolf: <-----SHE IS FUCKING AMAZING!!!! :heart:

:icontoolazyforarealname: <------OHMYGOD She's awesome and fun to talk to and hella funny asdfghjkl
  • Mood: Irritated
Hi everyone <3
I wanted to warn you all !
There's a hacker in DA!! He/She will hack your account and post pornographic pictures, only if he/she hacks your account . If he / she finds out that you've posted this to a journal or on your page , he'll / she'll know what's going on and won't hack you . Please copy this for your safety to prevent your account being hacked .
This hacker writes in journals " I hate you all, go die " , and he'll also remove your watchers. I suggest you to copy this journal to warn your watchers. Spread the word ! ! ! This hacker is going around and hacking into other people's accounts to block your friends so that your friends block you , get you in trouble , and could get you banned from DeviantART ! 
I suggest you to change your password. Make a stronger one , to make the hacker's job harder ! !

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BloodshotInk Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014
Thanks for the fave 
ithaswhatitisnt Featured By Owner May 15, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the fave(s)! :tighthug: 
EcoKing13 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey I got a date for the Writers Guild event. It's on March 11th, around 3:30. You think you can make it?
Dayglo14 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
3:30? And it's at your school?
EcoKing13 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Dayglo14 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Fuck idk if I can go... My school lets out at 3:15... If I went I'd probably be late to it
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moulinrougegirl77 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014
happy birthday
Dayglo14 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
moulinrougegirl77 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014
17BloodWolf Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014  Student General Artist
Happy birthday! (I still need to finish your present -_-)
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