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Dayglo14
Jenna
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States
PLEASE STOP THANKING ME FOR FAVORITING YOUR ART. IT'S BECOMING IRRITATING. JUST MAKE MORE OF IT INSTEAD, OK? OK. GLAD WE HAD THIS TALK.

Age: 16
Favorite Color: Purple? Blue?
Height: 5'4"
Favorite Sports: Track & Field
Favorite songs: Anything from Under Soil and Dirt or What You Don't See (Both The Story So Far)
Relation-ship status: Taken by a lovely, amazingly amazing boy!! :heart:
OCs: Blaire Cross, Azuli Ibiza, Grayson Bea, Shaun Love, Emily Hewer, Ramona Dallaire, Oliver Morissey

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:iconneonfreeon: <-----Dude, she may not upload a lot of art, but she's still pretty cool. So go, watch this ginger Catholic!

:iconecoking13: <-----RYPIE! He's an old school friend, I hardly see him anymore :(

:iconthe-albino-emo: <----- Omg I love him :glomp: He's fun to talk to and a really nice guy :)

:iconmoulinrougegirl77: <-----My very first watcher on Deviantart, she's a great support system and is super sweet. She's always there for a friend :)

:icon17bloodwolf: <-----SHE IS FUCKING AMAZING!!!! :heart:

:icontoolazyforarealname: <------OHMYGOD She's awesome and fun to talk to and hella funny asdfghjkl
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  • Mood: Isolated
So, things stopped being a whirlwind about a week or so ago. My mind is either insanely loud and chaotic, like you can't make any sense out of it, and you can tell when I speak because I go from topic to topic to topic in a matter of a few sentences. It even gets obsessive, I mean it's a little obsessive right now but not as bad as it was earlier in the week. But now it's blank. I think my insides got removed in my sleep. Someone stuffed me full of cotton balls, I'm empty and fuzzy. Everything's fuzzy. I'm disconnected from everything, this life is like a holographic projection. I'm waiting for it to all blink away, and I'll end up in a pure white room and they'll take me out and tell me it was all some strange experiment and I'll go home, wherever home is. I think I'm the only thing real living in a fake world. Or maybe it's the other way around. I can't be human, maybe they put me in the wrong body by mistake. Maybe I'm an alien and I got sent here to do something magnificent. I don't know. Nothing is real, you are are lies I am the only thing real I am a truth and you are all living breathing lies. I need to wake up.

I had another freak out, the ones where I stop moving and speaking. Nothing triggered it really I just lied down and stared at the ceiling and it was warping and I could see things moving around me in my room and touching my hair and feet and my mom woke up and found me and she thought I was on drugs because I wasn't responding so she almost called 911. Luckily she didn't. Maybe she should have. I hate it when they know things like that about me. They want to talk about it, like it's a big deal. It's not. I don't care.

I'm going to be stuck with them for 10 days now in the middle of nowhere on the other side of the country. I hate family trips, this will suck.

On the bright side, my parents get to meet with a psychiatrist when we get back so I'll probably get evaluated soon. My therapist says she thinks I have a mood disorder. I've narrowed my hunches down to schizoaffective disorder (bipolar type) or Bipolar NOS with psychotic features. Wish me luck I guess....

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:iconithaswhatitisnt:
ithaswhatitisnt Featured By Owner May 15, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the fave(s)! :tighthug: 
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EcoKing13 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey I got a date for the Writers Guild event. It's on March 11th, around 3:30. You think you can make it?
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Dayglo14 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
3:30? And it's at your school?
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EcoKing13 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Yep
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Dayglo14 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Fuck idk if I can go... My school lets out at 3:15... If I went I'd probably be late to it
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moulinrougegirl77 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014
happy birthday
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Dayglo14 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks!
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moulinrougegirl77 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014
np
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17BloodWolf Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday! (I still need to finish your present -_-)
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Dayglo14 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Oh that's totally not necessary, but thanks dude X3
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