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Jenna
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States
PLEASE STOP THANKING ME FOR FAVORITING YOUR ART. IT'S BECOMING IRRITATING. JUST MAKE MORE OF IT INSTEAD, OK? OK. GLAD WE HAD THIS TALK.

Age: 16
Favorite Color: Purple? Blue?
Height: 5'4"
Favorite Sports: Track & Field
Favorite songs: Anything from Under Soil and Dirt or What You Don't See (Both The Story So Far)
Relation-ship status: Taken by a lovely, amazingly amazing boy!! :heart:
OCs: Blaire Cross, Azuli Ibiza, Grayson Bea, Shaun Love, Emily Hewer, Ramona Dallaire, Oliver Morissey

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:iconneonfreeon: <-----Dude, she may not upload a lot of art, but she's still pretty cool. So go, watch this ginger Catholic!

:iconecoking13: <-----RYPIE! He's an old school friend, I hardly see him anymore :(

:iconthe-albino-emo: <----- Omg I love him :glomp: He's fun to talk to and a really nice guy :)

:iconmoulinrougegirl77: <-----My very first watcher on Deviantart, she's a great support system and is super sweet. She's always there for a friend :)

:icon17bloodwolf: <-----SHE IS FUCKING AMAZING!!!! :heart:

:icontoolazyforarealname: <------OHMYGOD She's awesome and fun to talk to and hella funny asdfghjkl
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  • Mood: Hopeless
Yeah I'm so fucking over everything right about now. No one takes me seriously anymore. I guess if you haven't tried to kill yourself at least once and your problems didn't begin when you were 8 you can't possibly have anything wrong with you. My psych says I'm not bad enough to medication and I have to take an epilepsy test to see if my catatonic episodes are just seizures. So thanks, I guess I'm just overreacting about everything. Fuck actually I am overreacting, all this shit really went to hell when I dumped a boy after he told me that he was gay. If that's nots overreacting I don't fucking know what is. No one cares and NO ONE knows what to do with me anymore I tell people how I feel and they don't even try to help they just say they're sorry but sorry doesn't fix SHIT they're just lazy and they just want me to shut up about it FUCK THEM I am HOPELESS and nothing gets better it's very obvious now getting help only makes things worse why couldn't they just have let me die I was ready I had a plan but NO I had to stay and now look where I am invalidated and friendless as ever.

There is something wrong with me and no one knows and no one cares I just want answers I couldn't even function yesterday there were so many people and I couldn't speak and I was moving weird and everything felt unreal and I don't know I was behaving so strange I can't describe it I can never talk about things when they've passed it's always present and then I cried that night I felt so empty at first then I got sad then I was so happy and hyper again I don't know what's going on I don't know how to make them understand it's because I'm functioning and my grades aren't slipping that's why they don't care.

I'm just sitting here watching everyone succeed and enjoy school and enjoy life and make friends as they leave me I'm watching everyone replace me and move on with their wonderful lives and I'm just sitting here waiting to die and waiting for it all to end because I'm so stuck in all of this and I'm all alone. No one understands. No one wants to.

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:iconithaswhatitisnt:
ithaswhatitisnt Featured By Owner May 15, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the fave(s)! :tighthug: 
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EcoKing13 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey I got a date for the Writers Guild event. It's on March 11th, around 3:30. You think you can make it?
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:icondayglo14:
Dayglo14 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
3:30? And it's at your school?
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EcoKing13 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Yep
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Dayglo14 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Fuck idk if I can go... My school lets out at 3:15... If I went I'd probably be late to it
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moulinrougegirl77 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014
happy birthday
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:icondayglo14:
Dayglo14 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks!
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moulinrougegirl77 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014
np
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17BloodWolf Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday! (I still need to finish your present -_-)
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Dayglo14 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Oh that's totally not necessary, but thanks dude X3
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